a very short introduction

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지금 네 말투 누구 닮은지 알아?

누구?

이사벨.

당연하지, 우리 둘은 쌍둥이인걸.

너희 둘 쌍둥이야?

응, 서로 운명이 바뀌었을지도 모르지.

헛소리야, 닮지도 않았잖아.

일란성. 샴쌍둥이거든. 머리가 연결된...

넌 정말 이상한 애야. 조금 전에는 이사벨을 목졸라 죽일 듯 했잖아.

그랬지.

이해할 수 없어.

넌 형제 없어?

누나 둘 있어.

죽이고 싶도록 미운 적 없어?

있지, 그래도 누나 앞에서 자위는 하지 않아. 그들이 그런 것을 시키지도 않고.

이사벨이 시켜서 한 것 같아?

... theo and matthew...

do not watch this movie, if you think you can miss any of spots theo is on.

all of his expression is goddamn priceless.

ah, did i actually use the word, "price"??

goddamn capitalism!

you already ate my brain!

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어떻게 너랑 테오가 그렇게 된 거야?

테오와 나? 첫 눈에 반한 거지...

그래도 관계는 안했지?

그는 항상 내 안에 있지.

만약 그러다가 부모님께 들키면 어쩔 거야?

그런 일은 없을 거야.

알아, 하지만 만약에...

결코 그래서 안돼.

이해해, 하지만 만약에... 어떻게 할 건데.

난 죽어버릴꺼야.

... matthew and isabelle...

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너에게 고마워하고 있어.

고맙다고?

지난번 카페에서 이야기한 너와 이자벨 이야기 말야.

응.

네가 맞았어.

내가 보기엔 너희 둘은 같은 사람이 둘로 나눠진 것 같아. 지금은 나도 너의 한부분인 것처럼 느끼고.

이것만 알아주길 바란다. 넌 괜찮은 녀석이고 너를 좋아해. 하지만 우리 셋이 늘 연결되어 있다고는 생각하지 말아. 내가 다른 말도 했었을텐데. 이사벨과 난 샴쌍둥이야.

응.

농담이 아냐.

... theo and matthew...

in 68s paris, what's the definition of

... 두 음악.. crossing over the sea...

왜 그래? 무슨 일 있어? 그러지마. 그냥 듣지마. 듣지마, 울지말고. 듣지마.

제발, 그냥 둬. 혼자 있을래. 제발, 제발. 제발! 가버려.

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테오, 문열어, 테오!

이사벨..

테오!

그러다가 다친단 말야.

당신 누구야!

뭐, 무슨 소리야.

내 방에서 뭘하는 거야.

대체 무슨 소리?

나가! 나가! 테오, 테오, 테오!!

... isabelle and matthew...

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테오, 테오! 일어나봐.

왜 그래.

좀 들어봐.

뭐.

뭐냐면.. 테오.

응?

널 사랑해, 알지.

나도 널 사랑해.

너도 사랑한다고, 웃기는 군. 듣고 있는 거야. 영원한 거지? 그렇지?

뭐가?

우리 둘 말야, 그렇지?

그래.

매튜가 왜그랬을까?

뭐라고 했는데?

우리가 괴물에다가 변종이라잖아.

영원하다고 이야기만 해주면 돼. 영원하다고...

이사벨.

이해하지 못하는 구나.

내일 아침에 이야기해줄게. 약속해.

... theo and isabelle...

et puis les enfants terribles prendrons effet!

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what's in the name of..... okay, i'm an atheist, just cut it.

well, i have some some... strange? nah, it can't be strange... strange is good, not bad(3rd grade, i am in?). strange is something amusing. amusement, it can come from strangeness.

such strangeness can brush off everything you want to avoid, you want to choke it to death.

isn't it boring?

isn't it?

why do you always want to stand on a straight line?

you can't just put your toe out of the line!

coward.

coward.

such a coward.

you are a loser.

a losing loser.

lost everything.

lost everything you deliberately valued.

i'm lost in the verses.

i'm lost in the twirling universe.

i can't see anything clear.

no, there isn't anything clear.

my eye is blurring.

no, everything every object in front of me is bluring.

1, 2, 3, 4 steps

1, 2, 3, 4, 5 steps

first hop, second hop, third hop, forth hop!

i'm done with everything.

pleasure to meet you, it was.

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i want to make a peace with you, but i don't know how to.

you know it's really bugging me you are so bitchy.

what's your problem?

the world around you isn't quite big enough?

every affection you get from everybody doesn't do any good to you?

what's a problem with you?

do you just want to give me a crap?

okay, then you got me there.

you know, i don't like you.

it is, however, not that big deal to you, right??

and i guess, hope it's right, i shall put you off like that.

It's easy when you know how
To get along without Biff! Bang! Pow!
And if I see you're fed up
I'll stop and give you a leg up
Overpriced unreal estate, surreal estate
The highest price they've hit to date
Creating new divides and tension

You've got to tolerate
All those people that you hate
I'm not in love with you
But I won't hold that against you
You've got to tolerate
Some of those people that you hate
I'm not in love with you
But I won't hold that against you

This is a tale of two city/situations
Mutual appreciation
Away from narrow preconception
Avoiding conflict hypertension
Non-phobic word aerobic
This was my domain
'Til someone stole my name

You've got to tolerate
All those people that you hate
I'm not in love with you
But I won't hold that against you

You've got to tolerate
Some of those people that you hate
I'm not in love with you
But I won't hold that against you

Let's get juxtaposed, juxtaposed
Just suppose I juxtapose with you
(I wanna get juxtaposed with you) (X4)

You've got to tolerate
All those people that you hate
I'm not in love with you
But I won't hold that against you

You've got to tolerate
Some of those people that you hate
I'm not in love with you
But I won't hold that against you

Let's get juxtaposed

- super furry animals' juxtapozed with u -

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시험기간이다. 정말 뭣 같은 시험기간이다. 대학원생이 왜 중간고사로 힘들어야 해??

사실 중간고사 시험 보는 것은 학부수업.

작년까지는 중간고사 안봤다고 하는데, 이번 해부터 본댄다.

이게 무슨 지랄??

뭐 그 시험은 내동댕이쳤고, 지금 중요한 것은...

내일의 발표와 화요일에 있는 발표.

수요일에 시험이니...

월요일 - 화요일에 있는 과목 준비와 수요일 시험 준비

화요일 - 수요일 시험 준비, 도서관 가서 필름 준비

수요일 - 시험, 그리고 또 교수 보기

얼른 다른 하나 논문 뭐할지 생각해야하는데...

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writing a short story is v. hard.

but it's quite worth to try.

so, i made my mind to give it a try.

hmm...

where should i start from?

what should i write about?

which language will be better to express my own feeling on stupid things, english or korean? ou francais, ma idee!

actually, i'd rather read some hot hot but not hot that much romance novels.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

please, somebody here recommends me some good and time-worthy goosebumps-romance novels?

hello?

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okay, it's another great start point.

yes, i think it would be a great chance to have another blog.

but i don't know, but i can't be so sure about that, because i'm very very exhausted about everything around me.

oh, don't say i'm a me-me-me person.

i'm just tired of everything that hurts me.

wha-!

so, i made some compromise with me, and it is...

this blog will be a blog of something crappy.

mainly.

surely.

only.

stupid.

these days, i'm just crazily into these things:

a. elizabeth I the queen and robert dudley the earl of laicester

b. buffy the vampire slayer and angel the lord of vampire

c. maeby the cousin and george michael not the singer/songwriter

d. 완소으네 and 주블랙

e. veronica and logan

f. TOM HARDY

g. tall iced soy tazo chai tea latte

h. orange crash

i. and all of you guys.

I NEED A GOOD GOOD SLEEP! and long one... definitely...